If You Ever Get Tired of Me

If you ever get tired of me, know that I do understand. I will not say any word against you nor accuse you of something you didn’t do. I know you have reasons. If you are tired of listening to my same old dramas, I understand.

If you no longer care about me. I understand it too. I know sometimes I am a handful friend and talking to me doesn’t make sense anymore. If you’re tired, it’s okay if you’re gonna ignore me for a while or even forever. It’s completely okay if you choose to walk away. I completely understand. If you think, there is no reason for you to stay in my life, know that I would support your decision if you want to stay or not.

I know in the very first place it was me who should be fixed. I always thought the world revolves around me. I thought my stories are the ones that only matter.

All I think about is me. I’ve forgotten that you too have your own life to live and it was selfish of me for always asking your time. I’m sorry for holding you back. If you ever get tired of me, don’t be afraid to speak up and tell me the truth. It’s not your fault, I am the one to blame.

Don’t feel guilty for leaving me. If You think you’ll grow without me.

If you’ll find your inner peace without me. I advice you to go. Don’t think about me, I’ll be okay… eventually.

It’s now time to think for yourself. You’ve been on my side for so long. You deserved to be free from me.

If you get tired of me, I understand because I’m tired of being myself too.